Weekly discussion topics were as follows:
- Week 1: Identity and Belonging
- Introductions
- Ground Rules
- Icebreaker
- What are things that set you apart from your Salvadorian family?
- How do you feel represented in American media? Has it impacted how you feel about your identity?
- Do you feel awkward sharing that you are Salvadorian with non-Salvadorians? What are things you feel you have to constantly negotiate with Salvadorians and non-Salvadorians?
- Reflection & discussion of future meeting topics [feedback]
- Week 2: Community and Belonging
- Reflections/reactions around first meeting
- How do you negotiate rootedness compared to other communities of color?
- What do you think are key issue areas in the Salvadorian-American community?
- What are ways you feel you were supported by your community? What are ways you feel you were not supported by your community?
- Reflection
- Week 3: Visible and Invisible Barriers
- Opening reflection
- What has influenced your sense of possibility (negatively and positively)?
- e.g. hierarchies, beliefs, experiences, family, friends, authority figures, gender roles etc.
- How do you think we construct and maintain a sense of community? For example, if there was a program you could take part in – now or in the past, what would it consist of?
- Reflection
- Week 4: Lifespan Development
- Guided meditation – personal timeline
*I conceptualized a lifespan as comprised of infancy, childhood, adolescence, adulthood, and old age
- If you were to do a timeline of your life, what would you characterize as your significant life events?
- Reflection
- Week 5: Indigeneity, Traditions, and History
- Reading excerpt about Mayan history in El Salvador [introducing information that describes El Salvador as one of the birthplaces of the Mayan civilization]
- Is this new information? What does hearing/reading this excerpt bring up for you more broadly about our indigenous roots?
- Reflection
- Week 6: Sexuality, Gender, and Religion
- Presenting concepts of machismo and marianismo
- Machismo: Strong or aggressive masculine pride
- Marianismo: A strong or exaggerated sense of traditional femininity, especially in some Latin American cultures, placing great value on forbearance, self-sacrifice, nurturance, and the limiting of sex to marriage. Virgin & whore dichotomy.
- What parameters and references [like machismo/marianismo] were your point of departures for constructing your gender identity? How has that impacted your identity? e.g. how you formulate personal relationships (platonic or romantic), choices, behaviors etc.
- Reflection
- Presenting concepts of machismo and marianismo
- Week 7: Race, Hierarchies and Power Structures
- Discussion of the following concepts
- double consciousness vs. multiple consciousness
- entre mundos (in between worlds) vs. world-traveling
- What do we look for in solidarity? How do we create solidarity amongst each other? And among other communities of color?
- What kinds of power dynamics and hierarchies result in gatekeeping? What are they trying to prevent or protect?
- Discussion of the following concepts
- Week 8: Synthetizations and Possibilities
- Overall goals moving forward
- Improving access to different spaces
- Strengthening a sense of community & identity
- What media platform do you think would be most effective and/or accessible for connecting the Salvadorian-American community and providing more positive visibility?
- Overall goals moving forward
*e.g. Youtube channel, podcast, Instagram, Facebook page etc.
- Do you think that an arts program would be beneficial to the Salvadorian-American community? What mediums come to mind? What other “non-art” components would you prioritize as peripheral programs?
- Final reflections